Honey, trust me, Sarah... I need you the most, now.
Certainly, I had maxed my total indulgence just now, and still, I do not get enough. I am experiencing a dopamine void and I think the whole thing is affecting my overall emotional judgment.
I know, it is the Pelipelidone. It is the dopamine antagonist.
So, Sarah... Stay with me. This is clinically induced depression.
It is suicidal thoughts induced by medication.
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I have to fight insulin resistance and the need for high sugar in the blood.
Instead of channeling my thoughts to Els, I just focus on Sarah. I just need somebody, anybody to channel my thoughts to.
It might as well be you, Sarah.
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Starting from tonight, food is the enemy.
Let's do 18/6 IF.
After all, that has been said and done, I have to live with this illness for the rest of my life.
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