20/2/22 ^^^Seriously Sarah, for a while I thought I was losing it.

 There was simply nothing to think of.  For a while, I thought I just became dumb.  That's why I persisted.  Slowly it comes back.

What was that all about?  For a while, I thought I actually became dumb.

It was a scary experience.  I believe the medication was to counter the mania.  In effect, it also counters the response of dopamine in the brain.

Here I am, trying my best to snap out of it.  It's not easy.  I need to break from the mold.

For example, I  have to experience the right amount of nutrients to be emotionally stable.

mm.