1. The first thing is about Els. It is always about Els. If not for her, I was finished years ago. So I say, she is my lifeline.
2. Then only, it is about the Athlete4Life.
3. Ultimately it is about the Loneliness of the Long-distance Runner.
There is so much I can do about Els. Els being Els is Jinak Merpati Makan Ditangan. DiPanggil Mari DiTangkap Lari.
Therefore as long as she is Pigeon Tame, she will always eat from the palm. Without her my fragile world collapse.
Assume the whole assumption is pretty much a delusion of grandeur and Els is just my flight of fancy. what counts is really the Athlete4Life.
In this case, I am nothing more than a delusional person.
Heck, for all I know, Els doesn't give a rat's ass about what I think.
I am just building that layer as my safety net.
So fine, a safe[] (safety) net it is.
It suits very well for the time being. In the long run, I will pursue Athlete4Life without the audio input.
My intention is to run without earphones.
The idea is to move towards minimalism.
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If I want to be free, I have to follow Musashi's Dokkodo.
Sure, the love of a woman is wonderful but ultimately, a Warrior Walks Alone.
10. Do Not Let Yourself Be Guided By The Feeling Of Lust Or Love - Musashi
You know Sarah, I am being insensible. I have B.L.E.S.S. and yet I just bang on Els.
Rightfully, I should spread my interest across the board.
Oh, well... That is the landscape, Sarah.
By the look of things, I will be back on track these next few days.
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