Nothing matters in the Void. In my case, the Void is my final destination before I completely disappear into oblivion.
What needed to be said had been said.
At this stage, I just need to maintain sanity.
What is the model to sustain in the Void?
Well, Sarah... There is no model in the Void.
The Void is about nonexistence.
Every day is about waking up, eating, and sleeping.
I'm trying to break the pattern.
I am actually taking two steps back with the medication,
The overconsumption of Lithium makes me tremble. I am now taking Zyprexa which helps me much *[helps me much] with my sleep.
* Imagine Sarah, all these I am taking at the minimum amount.
This is the time that I need you the most. I need to balance my body's chemistry.
Today I am still at point zero. I am still where I was four months ago.
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