Eight years and I thought its gone. Then BAM... A relapse.
Definitely, I have to take the necessary action tomorrow.
It is always the case of whether I battle the illness or I battle the medication.
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I decided to deal with the illness just like any other mental illness.
However, by the gift been bestowed upon me, I was given the power of celestial perception.
If my consciousness truly endures, then these items are the proof of my immortality.
It will be nice to think that I am special. The truth is people who are experiencing Delusions of Grandiose always think they are special. Maybe I am special. But at the same time, I am mentally ill.
So, the long and short of it is I am a mentally ill patient.
Perhaps I am special, but I am only special to myself. The most obvious evidence is the Xanadu - Wolfsschanze Mobius Strip.
So, if all these are the realm of my consciousness, then I have a wonderful consciousness.
All in all, even now, that manifestation is truly amazing.
Therefore according to Wu Wei, simply flow.
These are already my utmost delight.
Just enjoy the fruits.
Therefore, I may be crazy, but at the same time, I have a spectacular consciousness. I don't mind that at all.
I got the Mobius Strip and earlier on I got Al Araf 7:7
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