Thursday, 24 February 2022

24/2/22 ***The awakening

Basically, I am awakening to the idea that I have delusions of grandeur and false associations.

OK then, suppose I cannot rely on my mind.  Can I then rely on my body?

Be mindful that this is a problem of one.  This is solely my problem and I am supposed to solve it.

Will I be able to gain my sanity and live life, not worrying about being crazy?

Here is the answer:

Given enough time, I will recover.

It took me 22 years to reach point zero.

I was recovering for 8 years.  Then I tried doing away without medication.  That's when I realized I was delusional and experiencing false association.

I wish the doctor can tell me all these,  Now I am uncovering all these by myself.

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