Thank goodness I have the ability to write. Hence, I develop a relationship between Sharudin the Writer and Sharudin the Reader.
Sharudin the Writer's inclination is to simply write. Sharudin the *Reader[s] however is an Observer.
* Ah... How can I forget my fan club? Hahaha...
Yes, since the Readers are the Observers, we take what is written by Sharudin the Writer as gold nuggets obtained after thorough sieving.
A late-night session like this is highly prized. Accompanied by the harp, we the readers are taken on a magic carpet ride to the outer rim of rational thought towards the brink of uncertainty.
I like being Sharudin the Reader. Namely, because I notice many things Sharudin the Writer left as clues.
For example, I notice that Sharudin the Writer is purpose-driven. I can almost distinguish between the two.
The Warrior in me is really Sharudin the Writer. He just does his job in delivering what is in his mind.
Sharudin the Reader on the other hand is the one that does the editing. This is the Athlete4Life in me.
Therefore when we talk about Athlete4Life Wordsmith, we are talking about two personalities.
I have the tendency to write, read, and edit.
Rightfully I should keep on writing and only read when I'm ready to edit.
Let's try that...
How about we get to know both?
Sharudin the Writer is a person who is not bounded by the status quo. He is a Super Human.
With our thoughts, we create our world - The Buddha.
He has nothing to fear.
He is governed by his imagination.
This Sharudin doesn't believe in sleeping on time, exercising, and dieting.
In short, Sharudin the Writer is a Free Spirit.
Sharudin the Reader is a disciplinarian. Up until recently, everything is by the clock. While Sharudin the Writer is a liberator, Sharudin the Reader is a constrictor.
Do you know what is the tussle between the two? One will say let's practice telepathy. The other will say, "What, are you crazy?"
It seems that the biggest fear of Sharudin the Reader is for people to judge him as crazy.
So Sharudin the Writer said, "So what? You decide if you are crazy o[f] (or) not."
"That's the thing, you were crazy before. They put you in a psychiatric ward."
"The way I see it, this is another FUD. To hell with it. You are already as crazy as can be. Just be who you are.
The tussle never ends. In this case, I am siding Sharudin the Reader.
Time to sleep.
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