12/2/22 Time to reassess on what matters

 A simple conclusion I can derive from this whole process is that I should listen to myself no matter how absurd it is.

That's because people can choose to not listen to me.  However, I should not reject listening to me because I am all that I got.

Furthermore, I am my own best friend.

I know my life is not a bed of roses, however, no matter how tough it is, I can always rely on myself to be my own consigliere.

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That basically *[set the] set the premise for me to function in the future.  The premise is, I only listen to myself.

* It's a choice I have to make; either I listen to people and gets confused or I listen to myself and gets satisfied result all the time.

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These whole four years * i[t] (is) the proof that we are going from nothing to nothing.  Therefore, if all these are a waste of time, I might as well waste my time on myself.

* The only worthwhile effort is on Athlete4Life.  Other than that is my introspection with my personal realm.

That means I don't have to justify any of them to the readers of my blog.  Thus the Blogs are my personal repositories of personal memoirs.

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Whatever roles I have to play along my 22 years old journey, I had played.  The question I need to uphold is can I now be free to excel as an Athlete4Life?

That is the summit of all manifestations.

Therefore the total scenario looks like this:

There... The only things that matter after twenty-two years.  That is how brutal natural selection is.  The rest are just to prepare me to reach these final steps.

Even these:

Yes, I am very certain, the final battle is to win the Universe Within.  That's because the Universe Within and the External Universe is one.

This is not an easy battle.  I have to fight SSIDSLIP.  The easiest way is to say no to Sugar and Flour.  Only then do the rest fall in place.

Well, at least now I am very clear of who is my nemesis.

It is a very fair game.  Basically, everybody fights his or her own [own] battle.  Definitely, my archenemies are the 3-in-1 coffee and rice.

This goes back to Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.  Private Victory over Public Victory.

I will be lying if I say I don't want more money.  However, my life now is complete.  So I don't need the extra cash.  What I'm saying is, I am not hoping for the money.  If I got it fine, if not, I don't lose out on what I got.  My world is within.

18.  Do Not Seek To Possess Either Goods Or Fiefs For Your Old Age - Miyamoto's Dokkodo

As we get older, we should move towards liberation.  Material possessions are good up to a certain point.  Beyond that, we will experience the Law of Diminishing Return

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Athlete4Life...  That is the vehicle for us to propel forward.

It is a daily battle for me.  

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