I had chosen the life of desolation.
At this point, life is really crummy. I am doing the same thing a[nd] (at) the same day every day. The same model, if cleverly honed can be the path of mastery.
I should follow the model of the Sohei of Mont Hei.
Now that I decided that the smallest is one, my model is only limited to just me alone.
This model is not bad at all. All I need to do is manage my individual parameters.
Therefore, there is no question of whether I am sane or insane. This is a question imposed should I be part of a community.
In this case, I enjoy being who I am regardless of my mental health.
My only hope is for the medicine to not fail me.
I am really worried because I had come to terms with that I have an illness.
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