As much there is an end to everything, I had concluded that there is an end to my own journey.
I can't push beyond my limit. I like to, unfortunately, I can't. This is my limit[s]. Therefore, beyond this are repeats,
I like to look beyond my personal limit. Unfortunately, my Vision Quest takes me up to the three stages:
- Global Telepathy 2024
- Empires of the Minds 2029
- World of Hybrids 2034
Beyond that is no longer my Vision.
Even now my memory is fading.
I am pursuing my o[]n (own) goals.
The most significant goal is my 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run.
Sure, I can talk cock and sing songs about so many things. However, the thinking is about the run.
My challenge is for me to sleep at 10:30 pm so that I can get up at 5:00 am so that I can run at 5:30 am.
I don't care so much about the current worldly affairs, As long as I can run, I'll be OK. Right now, I can't run.
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Therefore at this point, I don't care what happens next. As long as I go for my run, I am aiming for the rest of the world to enter Sidratul Muntaha.
I don't give a shit who is on who's side. I don't pick sides. It doesn't matter who I write to. I simply write.
I think I have a problem writing is because, in my mind, I am writing to many readers. If I just focus on writing to myself, I will be OK.
Therefore, for a start, I decided that I only write for myself,
The truth is I had lost that loving feeling.
I don't feel much love from Els anymore.
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