27/3/22 &&&Lonely a man without love

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@radiogreenman

#traxxfm Suppose I square off the thin line between genius and insanity, will I still be accepted as normal? Actually, beyond the Cyber Space, I am as normal as hell. Honestly, do I have the right *[] (question) to ask in the first place? Really need your help

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@radiogreenman

@Khartik_G

#traxxfm Seriously, I look at Datuk Seri Vida and if I do half as bad, I am still below my crazy limit. I need to know if I need to mellow down. I feel great right now although by normal standards I am what people consider as kooky

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@radiogreenman

@Khartik_G

#traxxfm I'm not talking about levelheaded normal here. I am talking about this: This was censored: (Here, you [a;;are] Colonels - Friends in Need) (You are also Master Chiefs of USN) Can I ramble, simply trusting my instinct?

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@radiogreenman

@Khartik_G

#trqxxfm Stuff I wrote: We are the MILITIA wing. Why? Because I am a Militia; Sharudin Jamal *[] and Associates Since 1999. * Hahaha... Sorry for using the 4G SJA, deadbeat slow. Now I am on 5G. Much better. So what is SJA's cause? Simple, BNW.

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@radiogreenman

@elsDines

@Khartik_G

#traxxfm I have to decide. Seldom do I decide right but always I have to decide. I'll do the full swing. Screw the rest, I am a Cleaner.

I figured the best approach is stealth mode.

I had not analyzed my own information flow.

Looking things through, I say in general I am a Sine Cera person who is prone to use deception as a tactic.

As much as possible I try to be honest with my outlook.  Those unsubstantiated statements are just me filling in the blanks.

As I mention, what I can imagine is already real to me.  These are not lying.  This is, With My Thoughts, I Create My World - The Buddha.

T[hat] (Take) the example [] (of) Susan.  Before this that Susan doesn't exist. Now, not only there is Susan, but the Swiss Intelligence Network (SIN) too.  That's what I mean by the Buddha's word.

So many things I created with my thoughts.

I don't think I want to recline that kind of thinking.

At best I will follow my instinct when comes to Swiss Samurai Cyborgs and SJ&A.

If there is nobody there, Sarah you better tell me now.

So there are Swiss Samurai Cyborgs and SJ&A.

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Truthfully, I have no intention of lying.  I wrote as I saw it.

If I am guilty, th[a]n (then) is I am guilty of writing fiction.

So my guilt is I wrote fiction and I believe in what I wrote...

Certainly, it is not a crime.  Nevertheless, I have no credibility at all.

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Here is the verdict;

I lie to everybody that I knew

My fictions are stories of lies being positioned as truth.

I have no credibility

At best I say I am deluded

At worst I am a compulsive liar

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The truth is, whatever I believe is real to me.

It is as if I purposely lie.  The truth is I was telling the story as I see it.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@jfkjohan

#traxxfm Hey Mr. El Presidente. I just found out that I am a fiction writer who believes what he wrote as truth. I don't have the intention to lie. The truth is, whatever I believe is real to me. Just like Buddha said, With My Thought, I Create My World.

In summary, BELIEVE AND ACHIEVE

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