28/3/22 ^^^the best way to remain relevant is to remain isolated

 That is my decision.  I want to remain on my own.  That way, I can keep things to myself.

Too many complications.  I admit I was delusional most of the *[mine] (time).

* At least you understand the nature of the illness.

What can I say?  I need the neurotransmitter to remain levelheaded.  That's why I am back to fapping.  That is to increase the flow of dopamine.

This is my fight.  You may not understand the complexity until you cross the bridge.  I need to balance the illness and the medication.  Both are bad.

mm