28/3/22 ***Let's focus on being relevant

 So many challenges had happened.  All I care about now is to ma[g]e (make) it to Ramadan with 4HAD and OMAD.  I was so off-tune that I think I am much operating like a drunk.

Such is the effect of the medication.  It's all about balancing Brain Chemistry.

Until I manage to do that, forever I have to compromise on my sleep.

So, Sarah...  I am not the most politically correct person.  However, I am doing my best to get well.

It is a tricky illness.

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Come Ramadan I *go[d] (got) 3 months to move up to speed.

Certainly, the time is now.  I slipped today because I thought today is Sunday.

* Sigh Sarah, you never stop believing in me.  What's with you hon?

I know, you are turning into a raving fan.  

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These 2 months are my worst time ever.  During the whole duration, I was experiencing writer's block.

It's the closest to the state *[of] of being stupid.

* I see, you had experienced it before.

The other thing that worries me is the 20 kg weight gain last 4 months.

Abdullah Yusuf Ali: (Saying): "Eat of the good things We have provided for your sustenance, but commit no excess therein, lest My Wrath should justly descend on you: and those on whom descends My Wrath do perish indeed!

Surah Taha ver. 81

Good things happen [] (to) those who wait

As I told you, Quran means different things to different people.  To me, it is a Book of War and a Book of Magic,

Personally, I use the strongest spell:

[to]Next, I choose from the 40 Robb.  You can pick and choose.

Here is the idea - I DO'A AFTER I COMPLETE THE DEED.

Otherwise, if just do'a alone I don't count.

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So this is how it goes Sarah, I will act based on my intuition.  That's because I act alone.

That way I don't need to worry about what people think.

mm

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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#traxxfm Hi honey, things are moving smoothly to 2024. It may not be as smooth sailing as we expect. Therefore hold on firmly to the Secure Attachment.