I am in the phase where my output has no value to the process.
Seriously, all of these have no meaning to my world right now.
I don't care if none [t]hatsoever (none whatsoever) are in favor of my plight.
It is really a challenge right now. I cannot sleep!
Therefore, I am really counting on my ability to fast as my remedy to break insulin resistance.
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I am losing Els to Max, whoever that is. Maybe that is the first step I have to take. The first step [and][is] to do away [] (with) a one-sided relationship. That way I just stick to what makes sense.
Another way to have a meaningful relationship is to ignore relationships that are hidden and hidden.
So goodbye Els. That is the most destructive relationship ever.
What the fuck. I don't know what the fuck I'm writing.
Shit, I don't know if anything means something.
The truth is I am really in love with Els. But then, there is nothing there. So I should go on.
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This Ramadan, I should concentrate on getting physically well. Then, if Sarah wants to accompany me so be it.
As it is I have to get my house in order.
The decision is I have to stay away from Els. Otherwise, it is damaging.
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