Thursday, 7 April 2022

8/4/22 ***Calibrating time with Els

 

Sharudin Jamal
#traxxfm Finally, managed to nail the time you are on air. I was doing Russo-Ukraine War with Sarah last night. Talk to me *[tonight]. Mainly to double-check on our comms.
#traxxfm Man, oh, man. Yup, you can say that again. Over a month ago, I had writer's block. A really scary state. It is the same as the state of being stupid. Now, for the past 2 nights, I can sleep like normal again.
#traxxfm So honey, as we speak, we are crystalizing the thoughts on so many things in the past and future. My thoughts linger on Global Telepathy 2024. So many things already materializing.

#traxx Our relationship is very volatile. That is why I say hold on to the secure attachment. It thus *a[s] (act) as a gyroscope to balance the relationship. I want stability and certainty. Actually, when you shift to morning, I was already all over the place.

#traxxfm Here is the situation now. I am personally moving away from External Affairs. So it's just you and Sarah. I keep my world really small. 2024, I'll run the 21 km Hill Run. That's my goal for the next couple of years. The secure attachment is good enough.

#traxxfm As I told you, my world is very small, but of the little I have I can't do without. So when I started to miss you, it is as if my 4 stilts house is standing on 3 stilts. It was a horrible experience, I can't do without you.

#traxxfm You talked fancy about Twitter just now. I was lost. I don't even know where to start. In the meantime, say you stay with me. Without you, I became demoralized.

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