Saturday, 5 February 2022

5/2/22 ***The battle is on

 It is the most appropriate thing to describe the current situation as the battle between the Personal Heaven and Hell.

If I wi[ll] (win), I survive Personal Victory.  If I lose, I lose Heaven on Earth.

Such a simple comparison, and yet the divide is very wide.

I want to write to Els.

I always feel good writing to her.  I feel much loved by Els.

So this is the battlefield.  To regain back lost grounds due to poor eating habits and choice of food.

Once you get sucked into the quicksand, it is almost impossible to step out and lead a normal life.

I slipped three months ago and here I am struggling with rapid weight gain,

The medication doesn't help either.

So Els honey, say what you want.  I am really counting on you like I am counting on Sarah.

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