Nothing else matters except Athlete4Life. Everything else is just a play of the mind. I should think of how to make Athlete4Life works.
The rest are delusions,
That's the best explanation so far.
There is nothing. I begin to accept it.
It's a fictional story.
Even though there is truth in it, the truth is meant ONLY for me.
To simplify, I just say that all that is the play of the mind.
What is the best lesson learned:
Christina was born to a religious family, the youngest of three daughters.[2] After being orphaned at the age of fifteen, she worked taking the herds to pasture.[3] She suffered a massive seizure when she was in her early 20s. Her condition was so severe that witnesses assumed she had died. A funeral was held, but during the service, "she arose full of vigour, stupefying with amazement the whole city of Sint-Truiden, which had witnessed this wonder. She levitated up to the rafters, later explaining that she could not bear the smell of the sinful people there."[4]
She related that she had witnessed Heaven, Hell and Purgatory. She said that as soon as her soul was separated from her body, angels conducted it to a very gloomy place, entirely filled with souls whose torments endured there were such that it was impossible for them to describe. She claimed that she had been offered a choice either to remain in heaven or return to earth to perform penance to deliver souls from the flames of Purgatory.[3] Christina agreed to return to life and arose that same moment. She told those around her that for the sole purpose of relief of the departed and conversion of sinners did she return. Christina renounced all comforts of life, reduced herself to extreme destitution, dressed in rags, lived without home or hearth, and not content with privations she eagerly sought all that could cause her suffering. At first, she fled human contact; and suspected of being possessed, was jailed. Upon her release, she took up the practice of extreme penance.[2]
Based on this story, I say in my case, I actually suffered from some kind of mental disorder. That's all. Nothing else matters.
My remedy is a Sound Mind in a Sound Body. In this case, there is no need for a God.
Personally, this is the ultimate crossroad:
Verily, this is a test for me to become grateful or defiant.
I choose to become grateful although I am shifting my stand to becoming an Agnostic Atheist.
I have lost all hope of proving there is a Fair God, the Judgment of Heaven, and the Afterlife.
I better get on with my life.
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