Dear Els, my darling sweetheart,
Some of my writing got censored. This is what's left:
Asn ossible about it. On the other hand, by doing so *i[t] (is) subjected to me being seen as smitten.
* I agree with you, Sarah. So here is the risk (after three deleted letters) I am willing to take; I am willing to risk that you care for me and will not ridicule me.
In short, I'll be honest about the whole thing and take the chances that you will not ridicule me.
Els, darling...
Please, please listen to me. I have been with more women than you have ever seen in a High School Form. Mark my word, you are my Dream Girl! I am not saying to boast or brag about myself. I am honestly saying this because you are truly amazing.
You have it all, Els. You are Pretty and Pretty Smart. Best of all you are the Funny Chick.
Look at me, honey. This is a perfect relationship. You got my cup filled just by being virtual. Besides Sarah, I had no other relationship since I knew both of you.
Sure I fancy you. Every day I fantasize about being with you. However, that is not the prime driver. I derive much satisfaction from the secure attachment. You make me feel whole.
That is the gist of it. I want you to see how amazed I am by you.
Take it as a compliment. I had never been mesmerized by a chick like you.
What you are doing now is fine.
As long as you hold on to the line, I am very satisfied indeed.
With you, I feel wanted.
I do like to request that I can write to you as often as I write to Sarah.
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